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Brobdingnanian Bards [08 Feb 2004|04:43pm] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | 'Tolkien (Thehobbit and The Lord of the Rings)' -B.B. ] I don't know when I first started liking them. . . It must have been when I heard the song "The Scotsman". . . Or "Do Virgins Taste Better Then Those Who Are Not". All drinking songs might I add, with a few others such as "What do you do with a drunken Sailor". . . Mind you, not all their songs are funny (Or drinking songs). . . Some go right back to the celtic tunes... Its lovely just to sit there and listen. . . So much can be taken from music. When someone wrote these songs, it was to express emotion... to please nature. . . To be happy. I can't wait till spring comes around, it excites me greatly. . . To be able to sit in the grass again, bathe in sunlight, just sit.... and listen to the music. There is so much I long to get back to. . . So much I need right now. The only thing I have to appease my soul. . . Is music. -Kara 3 Blahs| You Blah

PEOPLE SUCK! [03 Feb 2004|03:25pm] [ mood | pissed off ] FU(KING DUMBASSES! I hate this world sometimes! God! People piss me off sooooooo MUCH! LIKE MY DAD! for starters! God the man is a flipping retard... After so many years of beinging an asshole he trys to be my Dad now! I don't need one! I hate him sometimes! He trys to talk to me about stuff and turns out ot be a total dickhead! I just wish he would piss off! Its better when he is away with work and crap! He needs to learn this is not the 50's and I'm not going to go up to him every FORKING DAY and say "Gooly Ge Willikers Dad! How was your day???" I just want him to PISS OFF! Like today. . . I was late and got a detention, I called my mom and said I needed a school excuse for the day I came in late due to being sick in the morning. ATLEAST THAT WAY I WOULD NOT HAVE THE STUPID DETENTION! FACK! So she randomly goes and tells my dad about it, so when I get home starts talking to me "So why were you late?" (He never is nice unless he needs something; in this case he needed something) And I really just don't give a S-TH anymore and told him thus. And he keeps calling me back to the room! God gnkbl/fgm"FLgmkld g'sdg'fxzg kds'!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then stupid people at school! Fmes;kynrel@!!!! So pissed Off I can't even get teh nerve to TYPE! Fmkrsl h!!!! -KARA! 3 Blahs| You Blah

Erlkazar II [30 Jan 2004|04:41pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | "Ya'll Want A Single" -Korn ] OoooooKayyyy! Here are some "need to knows" about Erlkazar at the time. Vandarites / Noun= The origins of Vandarites comes from their maker, Vandar. There are a few ways "Vandarites" can be taken. . . People you want to stay away from if you like role-playing. Cause; they can't. sometimes used as a generalized term of abuse A term given to offend. "You are such a Vandarite!" something that is highly objectionable or unpleasant Words that go with Vandarites; Stupid, Complaint, unworthy. G.L.C./Noun = G.L.C. Also known as "God Like Characters". This title was passed along due too the stressing amounts of overpowering characters that have spawned on the server. A character that uses their level and items; not rp. Sometimes can be tagged as a Vandarite. A character that is overly stupid due to the only games that they had played before a roleplaying game consisted of; DiabloII, BG, BGII and so forth.  Words that go with G.L.C.; Asshole, Overpowering, Vandarite, Abusive. New updates will be posted at a later time. ______________ Still having problems with Erlkazar. But they will, Oooooh yes they will be fixed. but for now I'll just poke fun at them.   -Kara You Blah

Erlkazar. . . [29 Jan 2004|07:57pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | "Hit that" - Offspring ] Ok, I'm getting sick of it! They asked me to be a DM, but were there strings attached? I mean really. . . Am I supposed to cover up for cretins!? Unworthy people that abuse the system!? ARG! It makes me sooo mad! Why should I bother if the rules are not the same for everyone? Its supposed to be a role-playing server! not a metagaming, pvp playing, powergaming server! Seriously sometimes I wonder. . . They hired me for a reason! but why did they not tell me I was supposed to cover up for their mistake!? I feel bad for the people who can actually role-play.. and who WANT to role-play... and CAN'T cause all those stupid people! They even have a title now because there are so (Insert bad word here) many of them! Arg! Someone really needs to put a leash on the child they created! I can't stand it and just because they are there we are losing people! and Gaining more retards! *Slams head into the desk* It feels like I can't talk about it to "the higher up folk" because they are friends with the problem! Its just not fair. . . Then again nothing is. So, I will just stay in my little bubble and keep those who wish to rp away from those type. . . Until the time comes and I snap and put the big "I quit!" A rather annoyed, -Kara 2 Blahs| You Blah

Back again! [28 Jan 2004|12:18am] [ mood | content ] [ music | Soft Cell- the Night ] Well yes, I have been a bad little girl! *Stakes finger at self* No writing in my journal! How dare I! Posh! Well there is a reason for that! A) My computer had a few heart attacks and I was in morning for awhile with out it. *Pets computer* B) Been really busy with real life stuff, such as but not limited too!: job, friends (mainly Ashley), Trying to stay in contact with my "DM", and DMing on A NWN's (Neverwinter Nights) Server (if you call that "rl" *Makes a raised brow expression*. C) Trying to get around for college, ugh! *Makes weird face* D)And other vaious things, one called, being. . . lazy? Anywho, talked with someone I had not talked to in a while, he still seems like a fine chap. I was really hoping we would have another snowday. . .*looks out window* But it seems the snow gods though that unwise! School is going rather good. . . I could be doing a hell of a lot better. . . But again. . . Figure D comes back in to play. I would write more. . . But really. . .That would give me less to talk about tomorrow! Hehe. Till next time, A somewhat content, -Kara 3 Blahs| You Blah

A little bit of nothing; Everything. [12 Dec 2003|06:04pm] [ mood | busy ] [ music | Hit that- Offspring ] How can it be that there is nothing going on in my life, yet everything is?   Its like, I'm here, I'm bored to death, Yet EVERYTHING is going on?!   I have my college portfolio that I'm working on (With all my flash scripting, art work, and other computer related "thingies"), I have work (Which I hate, most of all cause my favorite manager no longer works in the same building), trying to keep in touch with friends (Movies, dinners, just a chill'en), and preparing for college crap and trips in the summer (Fun stuff like places that are warm... ALL YEAR LONG). YET IT ALL SEEMS SO EMPTY!? I just find it funny... Its like being in paradise and not tasting what it has to offer cause you’re sitting on your hands, or some such stuff as that.   I guess things seem so blank now cause I'm seeing things for what they are, who they are and the likes. I started meditating once again not too long ago, why I ever stopped I know not. I picked the bow up again broke most of my arrows after an anger session. . . (Wood beams + Arrow = Gr...) Picked up the sword again... but no one to spar with.   I love my film and lit class... arguing my point has always been fun, Cat chat is a way I can really get a debate going. I guess everything is alright, its just I hate everything, yet at the same time love it. What an odd setting I'm finding myself in. Odd indeed.   -Kara 2 Blahs| You Blah

The movie "Willard" [03 Nov 2003|05:38pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Song I don't know the name of but its good! ] . . . Evil. . . This movie is sad! Arg! Talk about an upsetting life! I felt so bad for the poor man. . . I don't understand how people can be so cruel to people! *Head thunks on desk* I think peoples brains are broken or set on "(insert foul title here) mode" But, getting over the fact that the movie was very sad! It was very well done. If it could get to me how it did, then it very much so well is worth seeing. (Even if it was very sad, yes) Oh, and you can't forget a tad bit demented. First off... His boss is a (Insert many foul things here). He's one of those characters you can't wait to see get dealt with. So if this was a Marxist theory here we would label him "The controller of the means" Second off! How could his boss kill the poor little thing! Just shows he's an as...Errr (insert worse title here). . . I would have at least tried to deal with it humanly! Character *thumbs up* Ok, Now time for Willard, his life is just so unfair. But one thing irks HOW, (oh, yes, another big "how")... I repeat HOW could you let that happen to a little kitty!!!! ARG! *Won't go into detail for she does not want to ruin the movie* The actresses and actors were very well picked I must say. Oh, and who ever hired the rats! Good job, but GRRRR! Ben... *mumble grumble* Evil, evil, but really all the poor thing wanted was to be loved! I might as well stop typing for now; I do not wish to give the whole thing away. So. . . *Pouts and goes to play come NwNs* -Kara 3 Blahs| You Blah

Well, well, well. [29 Oct 2003|12:58pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | "Numb"- L.P. ] What have we here. . . A POST! *gasp!* I don't really know what else to say, So. . .Ummm... other then the fact that yah. . . I updated... Oh yah! nm! Last night at work was fun, my boss is a real arse but I think I have expressed this before. If not. . .He is *big smile* The best thing to do when he gets in one of his pissy fits is just to give the guy a blank look as if you could really care less. Even better give him that look that parents give their kids when they throw a tantrum and look all stupid like. So the whole night up until the time I was supposed to go home sucked, but it was spent up showing his arse like qualities. I love making him look bad when he is being mean to everyone! *grins again* Ack, Dan say "Hi" and just pulled my hair. . . *Goes to poke him, and does. Going on defense mode now, looks around all paranoid like* So yah, I stay an hour over because of mister grumpy pants but that hour was spent speaking Spanish with Roberto, Aaron, Luis 2, and Mosisse (sp) 1&3. So it was all good! After that I got some fun role-playing in, which I am very happy about! All I must say is Limat is cool! If you know what I’m talking about you can't deny it!!!!! Such a -hot- temper that litth thing has! Anyway have to get back to useing MX Flash and photoshop! tata!!! -Kara 3 Blahs| You Blah

Well its here! [27 Oct 2003|05:13pm] [ mood | relaxed ] [ music | "I hate everything about you" -Three Days Grace ] !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Its here! And I like it! This weekend should be fun. . .Making a halloween party and a few other things, hehe. Friends are going to be chilling and what not. Oh! and I managed to get role-playing in last night for the first time in a LONG time. speaking of that. . . I got an hour and 30 minutes of sleep last night. Bah... Sleep is for the weak!!! So because of not sleeping I got plenty of role-playing in! kinda sucks when you wake up and can't get back to sleep. . . But at least I had something to do! Anyway not really much time to blah anymore, so. . . Tata! -Kara 1 Blah| You Blah

Update time: -soon to come [26 Oct 2003|04:17pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | "Faint" L.P. ] Well, well, well. . . Long time no see, eh? I doubt most of you care but I will be fixing up my livejournal and what not. I plan to be more active with it. After I buy some web hosting I might even put it up on a web page I'm making but who knows, eh? I'm single *big smile* Thats somewhat working for me, hehe. Art has been really taking off. I have discovered a muse!!!!! Work is getting harder as the year goes on... Going to make a post hopefully tomorrow but till then! Tata -Kara 2 Blahs| You Blah

RAWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [04 Sep 2003|01:12pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | I don't know but it's in my head. ] I DID NOT GET TO GIVE MY SPEAL ABOUT GOING TO SCHOOL!!!!! But I'm hear now, in my computer class, reading a Photoshop 7.0 booklet..... and doing "units" in this so called book. AHGHsefg sekjgbsjrwakl CRAP DANIELLE! *hiss and gets into a cat fight with Danielle* *comes back to typing in 5 mins* Ok anyway *dusts off her hands* I'll give you all the break down on how my year will be... _______________________________________________________________ The start... *corny music starts playing like the chicken dance orsomething* _______________________________________________________________ -I wake up... -I do waking up things like brush teeth and go into the car to school... O wait forgot clothing I do that too......... ____At school____ -Go to spanglish (HAHAHA) -Go to Math (Shockingly! I think it will be ... not quite fun? but not quite bad!) ____And this is where the Day becomes good___ -Go frlocking off to Painting! (Wow, I'm already done with most of my sketches for the plans for the year! Thats sad?) -Go out to lunch... (Hummm... NOT AT SCHOOL THIS YEAR?! HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!! HA! HA! HA! *cough* ha...) Errr... *looks up gets hit in the head by a pen from Mr. Samanich* Ok yah, then I go to computer class and get hit in the head by a pen from my teacher! Then film and lit! ACK GOTTA GO! He said hes going to break my legs! -Kara 5 Blahs| You Blah

From the Heart, [27 Aug 2003|11:04pm] [ music | If your not the one -Bedingfield ] It truly is amazing how much, Ooo how much you can truly miss someone. There is a fluctuating feeling in my heart that sometimes leaves me breathless only when I think that, that person is no longer there with me. Or how much you just want that one person to be happy, even at your own expense. Even though you long to be with them so. It's that one person that you hold in your heart that no human or any other being ever to set foot in this universe can take away from you. It's that one lasting feeling that stays and even if you try to get it out (But why would you?) it never goes. As I write this Live Journal, for those who don't know me. Do not take this as some mush b.s.. Because frankly… I’m tired of it, and this mostlikely will be the most serious post I will ever make. I feel that tears are something that should not be wasted. Tears to some that express them selves as I do, are a true defying presentation of what one is feeling. Coming from the eye; doorway to the soul. They are rarely spent in unneeded fashion, but I find myself expressing... myself at this moment. And for those that do know me, love is a touchy subject for me. But I will tell all that come across the entry. I am and will forever be in love with this said person. They are that person that my heart has devoted itself too. All I must say and if that person ever reads this, I love you. -Kara You Blah

A moment: Talk less... Listen more. [26 Aug 2003|12:39am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Chanting - Midnight Syndicate (it goes to your head) ] *Dusts off the, LJ I have not written in you for goodness knows how long dust* (And I'm sure someone could just easily look at my last post and compare it to the date on this one and when one does so and tells me of how long it hath been, I shall dub thee goodness and sprinkle you in goodness dust that comes from the land of... ummm.. yah ..... ANYWAY! Wow that's a mouth full if you try to say it fast.) I fear that my state right now is a bit less then normal... One could even say my thinking at the moment is not thinking but rather a bunch of jumbled thoughts (Or blargs) that in turn could end up making very little or no sense at all, HENCE............ One should really talk less and listen more. Where to start.... hummm well when one is starting the start is normally a good place to start so.... It all started when I was born... *Fuzzy remembering vibes fill you mind as you see a baby glaring at the nurse* O wait crap sorry too far back! Ok, I'll just say the start is now. My bf and I are taking a well though out break and we both think it the wise thing... I still feel the love and I'm glad! Never will I lose that. And plus for *edit to much blahing going on* Ok fine all together Its a good thing for both of us to see where were going (Or to get that "I miss you its been far to long" thing going on.) O crap and danglt, I BETTER GET A FLIPPING PARKING PASS OR SOME PREPPY BOY IS GOING TO EAT ASSFAULT! *ahem* i mean some really nice kid I'm sure will be willing to not be so happy and freeze his arse off during winter so that Kara can have a nice place in the school parking lot. O HECK YAH! I FINALLY GET TO LEAVE SCHOOL FOR LUNCH!!! HOOORAH! Ok blah blah blah *the little cricket on my shoulder is telling me to shut up* *goes on ignore mode* Ok anyway don't listen to the gay cricket. So yah school is coming soooon So basically I get to do all this year is sit on me arse and have a good year all but one class can stop me MWHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HA!!! HA !!! HA!!! *Gasp, croke, falls.* *Gets back up* Two jobs suck but with one *edit* rhater, ARG GRAP I DON'T WANT TO BACKSPACE!!!! RATHER "TWO JOBS SUCK BUT ON ONE HAND ,people treat me like a god.... I never knew fashion could lead to such grandeur... HOT TOPIC IS A BEST SELLER! AND YOU WILL DIE BY THE HAND OF THE ADDICTING FAZOLIES BREAD-STICKS!!! HEHEHEHEHEHEHE! ( and one can't forget about the $$$$$$) Which takes my utterly useless babble to a new height of more useless babble. Math sucks Ok back to yah. Ever been there? Nice summers. One must really wonder about the sanity of a person for right now I bet your wondering "Holy crap, what the HElllll is she smoking" But really you should be saying "HOLY CRAP HOW MANY CUPS OF COFFEE HAVE YOU HAD AT THIS HOUR?!!??!!?" Can't sleep its great! Can't think clearly its wonderful! Em neht esrow era uoy siht dnatsrednu uoy fi Bet you think thats spanglish! su muy estúpido!!! A man is never alive till he's had a taste of insanity... What's that say about a females daily life?!!?!? Did you know how many ways the English vocabulary has sunk? The "F word" could get its own book by now. And I just found out that there is a "ghetto book for dummies" wow.... I am edumacated. O another thing. Why are everlasting gobstoppers called everlasting gobstoppers when they end up stopping some time after you have started them? And why do applejacks not taste like apple? And why do people say they like the taste of water when really auga does not have a taste but a texture? O and why does blood (Not that I know) taste like Iron when more water is in your blood then any other substance? Why do people smoke when they ALL know they are slowly killing themselves..... AND WITH THAT KNOWLEDGE why do they smoke more then a few packs a day?! O and, o crap forgot.... O wait got another one! Why do we blame cursing on the French?! "O excuse my French" I mean I know they suck at warfare and there is no such thing as " A French victory" On google, BUT COME NOW! This post is really just for you viewers to note how stupid I'm willing to sink! So join in on the fun! Make yourself a nice cup of Joe.... (Joe is really nice) Or purrrr'chance, if coffee is not you "cup of tea". One could have of that nice herbal goodness of the intoxicating green tea (Or gray). Once your settled down with said poison post some of the particularly stupid comments that don't really make sense and are just there to waste tons of space on the Internet, which we all know, Al Gore created!!!! Annoy the crap out of those people that think not using your brain when speaking is a waste! Cause you know what!? It is. Proud to say... America sux!!! -Brought to you form the studies of "National Stupid People Watchers Co." My work here is done... *dusts off hands* O crap, I have more to say... *suddenly hand shuts off computer* 2 Blahs| You Blah

Day of War! [18 Jul 2003|04:26pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | Mission impossible (OYAH WENT SO WITH THE MOOD!) ] Ok this is for those people who started to get annoying/pissy/bored that I had not updated my journal (none of which are really that bad of a comment). I would have just used my boyfriends common quote "I've been asked to update my journal........ So here it is. An update." Yet, instead of such a comment I decided to ACTUALLY update! To please those dependent people that have nothing better to do then to read about my poor pathetic post, that dives head first into the cement of my general lifestyle... which in itself is rather boring but it gives those dependent people something to read about when their bored, so meh. "The Day of WAR" Ok, well... This all started cause of my summer gym class (Yah sad, no? I took the class so I could get in more creds before I graduate. Also cause you need two gym classes to graduate...) -but really- Its a little game called... Capture the Flag: Boys vs. Girls! Never EVER get Kara involved into a rl game that involves tactics, stealth, and determination!!! Cause she will P\^/N J00!!! The day before the game was to commence we scouted out the area that we would be playing on: The female side. The females side was soooo perfect and we out voted the guys for this side any who! So later after that, some of the girls and myself get down to the waterways on the females side. While there... The guys, rather boys, tried to spy... (Man, most boys can't be stealthy...) So we scared them off and whispered most of our plans. I was automatically voted team "Cap'en" and from then on everyone called me Cap'en. I had come up with several ideas and some improved on by my generals... and later my soldiers ( I guess you could call some their methods "improvements...") My first Idea that was help by MG (Megan or mountain goat) and Kendra (I think I miss spelled that) the two of them are both my high generals! and that plan was the decoy Flag! I had the idea that it would be cool to have a fake flag then they added that we could plant more then one and actually guard the fake ones instead of the real one to trick the guys *ahem* boys. And o how it worked! Then there was one of the operations I came up with... "Opt. Flirt" Opt. flirt, was an operation for some of are highly trained "flirters" to go out and do what the do best and that who ever is reading that was in this case distract the boys. If they got caught in jail.... It was toooooo easy to flirt their way out. (This worked better then I expected.....) Found out a lot of info that way, lol. (and this was one of the things my soldiers "improved upon". But I shall not go into that...) Then I had the idea for walkie-talkies! that helped sooo much! Till one of the guys swiped them. Yet was not aloud to use stolen goods, lol. I had laid out a plan to be split into 4 groups. Offence, defense, seekers, hunters. I picked Leaders for each one. Offence was in charge of guarding the fake flags and keeping an eye on the real one, also to keep track of the males Jail cell... O let me tell you about the males jail cell before I go on... Its about a 5' by 7' knee high island (?)vat of mud and the only way off of it is to go pass the guards (Them standing on the only firm ground that connects to the island by a little path.) Or go in chest high water (that includes the still knee high mud). We were evil women... he he he. Defense was to attack the boys if they got to deep into female territory. Some highly trained flirters were part of this group. Seekers... their job was to seek out the flag and get it (Simple enough, no?). They got most of their info from the flirters and most of the time were flirters. They were the ones that went on the... dum, dum, dum! Guys side! Hunters... A group I partisapated in the most! They were the ones that attacked... pummeled... backstabed (as in caught of guard not really stabbed) and... well... hunted the guys when they got on our side, and they also went on the boys side to lure them into ours. Just to let you know this all took place in a rather large woods with a really nice stream bed with little ponds (Most of the water works were on the females side!) All I have to say is I loved it! I hid in the river beds trees and deeps woodsy type areas and it was AWSOME! I asked the teacher if I could come back for free next year just for this game... and JOY! I can!!!!!!!! But yah even though it was a Tie... I still think the girls won just cause we had more in jail, caught more, and had Way better plans then "just run in and try to get it". But man o man was I covered head too toe in mud, lol. and I love my new camo outfit! So yah. Id talk about it more but I have another post... to... well... post... tata! 4 Blahs| You Blah

Dum, dum, dum! Day of hell... (Part 666) [08 Jun 2003|04:39pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | that one song I can't think of the name but its depressing.. ] Well yes, I knew today was going to be a shitty day... But how shitty was it? Hummmm..... Where should I start? Ok so lets start from... well the start... I'm sleeping... (Sound good no?) And I have a nice little dream that starts with my car and within my dream I end up very sad about something and it ends... I wake up... (Boooo!) And I wake up to the sound of my Dad yelling "Kara! Get up I need you to do something for me on the computer!" (Yey... There was much rejoicing) So I get up and he does not seem to understand the words copy and paste... or backspace for that matter... *slams head into desk* (The pain on Kara will be worse so keep reading if you enjoyed that..) Then I take a shower and my dad flushes the "potty" while I'm in there... Can you say OW BURN?! Ok... So then I was getting ready to go play D&D with some friends This seemed like it would be the best part of my day... WRONG! My mom had used my car last so of course there was no Gas in it... So I had to go get Gas and for some odd reason this all seemed familiar... Something was not right... Yet Kara could not find out what it was... I go fill up my tank and (I paid with a Card) so I leave the Gas station... So then there is this stop light ahead and I start slowing down cause I saw it was red... The person in front of me stops rather quickly... my foot... slips off the break petal... I rear end the person in front of me... O and guess who is in front of the person I rear end?! A Blendon Township policeman! YEY!!!!!! So he has us pull into this other gas station and they give me papers... I call my Parents from my phone and then the guy has me go in the back of the Police car I get to fill out more paper work... (All the while I'm crying cause I know my Dad is going to rip my head off...) (O yah and when the lady got out of her car she gave me the look of Death even tho' nothing was wrong with her car... But her hook up thing in the back of her huge car sure put a dent in mine...) So I'm filling out my paper work, the tears are a' flying and then my parents get there... I was so shocked when my Dad was very cool about it... And even when we got home he was not mad at me at all.. I felt odd... But he is making me pay all the costs of it... so I guess that's what I get... Its around $500 ($250 for damages and then court case prices and ticket.) And the whole Time I knew this seemed like I had been though it before.. and O? what does Kara remember...? HER DREAM?! So yah Kara has to go to court the day after her surgery and pay money that she does not really want to give to that cause... So I do get an hour break from the world and escape into the D&D world where I was the DM and controlled things letting my anger go and killing fake people... yey... So I am here now complaining on my journal cause there is nothing better to do... So depressed at the moment... -Kara 4 Blahs| You Blah

Well yah! [04 Jun 2003|10:38pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | Voyage of the sea witch - Angles of Venice. ] Today was a rather nice day I had one exam, and yey! Spanish is over! I wish I could keep the book over the summer tho'... So I don't become daft in the ways of spanglish. So yah after my exam I frolicked off to the art wing I added a back ground to my sick pic. (For all you that don't know american slang "sick" refers to something "wicked(keen)" or "very cool".) So after I finish it I talk with my friend Ryan for a few then feeling rather tired I leave school at 10am and drive on down to Honey's house seeing if she wanted to get a bit to eat at subway (She was grounded so no... bleh). When I get there (There being subway) the old guy working was very nice (I think i'll stop in tomorrow as well and get cat food(tuna), hehe). This time I got their chicken teriyaki was very very good. Then I come home kick off my shoes eat my food then turn on... *Gasp!* the TV! I order that new "Animatrix". I think it was very well done... really made you think a bunch. While watching I curled up with my cat and took a nap after it was over. After that I got on the comp and played around in Photoshop. And well later today had a nice long talk with my BF, that was wonderful *Grins all happy-like*, and now that I am feeling tiredness soak in me I think I will try to go to sleep again. G'night O! The word of the day is..... sarkazein! O and saying of the day is!!!! (Drum roll please!) "Chad is poop" 4 Blahs| You Blah

Religion in Karas odd little mind *ponder ponder* [03 Jun 2003|09:35pm] [ mood | working ] [ music | To Zanarkand - FFX ] Yes todays topic is religion... BuT! in an odd sort of way *big dumb grin* If I can recall correctly sometime long ago I had made a post talking about how I was working with some of my friends about a story line plot for a manga... I have finally made up a story with a good plot... and very soon (After school is truly done), We will start the art work for it (And not my crappy wanna be anime, I can draw real stuff but not Anime, I just do the story... lol)! What does this have to do about religion you might be saying? AH HA! That is where it comes in! 110%! The whole story is a mockery of religion (I R religious mind you...) It takes every bit out of the christian religion and... twists it... It takes things from other religions as well to show what human defilement of the truth (Kinda what americans do to everything "Americanize it!")... In other words it shows how humans have changed things to be what they are today... I can give you a few things for example... God is... Me! No just kidding but very close *grins innocently*. In the story God is a woman, but everyone thinks she is a he (You know what I'm talking about! All those Pictures have some old guy with a beard! Humpf...). Lucifer was her (what us humans call husband)... etc, etc, etc... If you wanna know more about this let me know its a really cool story line I just need some help on bible names for demons and Angles I got a lot of them so far. I also need what type/what they did in the bible. If anyone can help me, YEY! I don't wanna give the whole plot away in my journal cause then what would be the point in working on the Manga if everything was already known? *grins* Welp me guesses that is all... if not i'll post again... *smiles and takes a grand bow.* Tata Kawa. 11 Blahs| You Blah

Ah HA! [29 May 2003|08:50pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | Think Twice - Eve 6 ] YAH HAR! I shall finish this "damed dirty assignment" From Zat sutped' British Literature C'lazz! as I shall talk withz diz outrageous accent, cuz I em French!! Ok nm really need to get to work just though Id post a post that does not really mean anything other then the fact for people to post some rather stupid comment back... O and Danielle no humping me today!I'll get the pepper spray out! 3 Blahs| You Blah

Rain, Ah yes... [27 May 2003|09:26pm] [ mood | enthralled ] [ music | I am Eve. -Mediveal Beabes ] Mmmm... Me likie Rain... Its a very soothing thing really...I love sitting out on my porch with a nice cup of -Green Tea- and breath in the rain, feel the rain. When it rains something else in me comes alive... (Maybe I was a fish in a past life or something *Shrugs*, hehe) But really something about Rain seems to be magic... (I know its not) Most of all when fog comes in over a pool of water and the Greens all around bask in the rains presence... It makes me feel safe. Just water really it calms me... puts me in a state of... ummm... yah... and sometimes a state of peace. I think its time for round 2 of the -Green Tea-. And maybe a Moooooova' (movie). Ah yes... The rain doth hath me enthralled, much like mine love doth. Yet mine love hath mine heart, Something the rain hath not of. Humm. Green tea time... *Walks calmly out her room down the steps makes Green Tea and walks outside in the nice cool rain* -At a later time Adu, Kara 6 Blahs| You Blah

Love... [26 May 2003|09:08pm] [ mood | loved ] [ music | Slay me suddenly - Mediaeval Baebes ] The Topic love, I never really understood love... After all its used out-of text these days anyway, It really makes a person with a mind and heart somewhat like my own start to wonder... Most of my life I have been treated like crap by guys. I though Id get used to it and live alone. (Kinda sad to think at such a young age, no? I really wanted to be alone I had no plans on EVER getting in a relationship again... they seemed so pointless.) I really had given up... first relationship I was in, he was just lustful *shakes her head in shame* I dumped him fast cause I did not want a relationship like that, AT ALL, Nor did I want any part of his lustful frame, mind or body... Second relationship... Well... Most of my friends know about this one... The guy cheated on me with a 21 year old cause she would have sex with him, and I would not. Later my third relationship, Rich snob one o one... yah... He seemed really nice and... actually he was. His mother was a utter... well... BITCH. the woman had no heart and was often mean to my mother. Later in the relationship I could tell things were not working. I found him lying to me often avoiding me at some moments and pushing me to the side as if an old item with no more use. So that was that he got bored of me and I told him I no longer wanted a relationship... I did not/should not of had to go threw that pain. Then that was it, I wanted nothing more then to be alone... Ever so alone. For a while It was the best feeling I was alone no one else to worry about hurting me no one else to worry about... I was alone,dark... and alone. Then out of no where it came. Pure and utter enlightenment. Someone to save me from my own self inflicted darkness. Most of you probably don't believe in past lifes... Well I do. I know for a fact most of you don't know what love is either even tho' you say that your in love. The saying "You can't help who you love" Is right. There are 2 "loves" and one love. Love number one; the common love: the love that is expressed with most youth these days and often used for "mating" input(aka: I love you let me into your pants.) Then love 2; The I think I love you but your as good as it gets: this love is expressed A LOT most couples actually have this kind of love its where They might as well marry you cause they can always get a divorce when something better comes there way, Or they just don't really care and love each other in an odd way. Then there is love... an art that is not used much these days anymore... One that seems to die with age... VERY few people have this sort of thing... Its not something you can look for... Its not something that is expected its something thats meant to be. You can't help who you love... And I am glad for that! throughout the bad the good is worth all the pain of the bad. Learning that things will work throughout the bad and wanting it to work keep the love alive. And no matter what, I shall love the one I love now. For my soul feels connected in a way I can not explain... but then again... thats love... Real love... A force no one can explain and never will be able too, for when love can be explained... It no longer is true love. and I'm glad I can not explain my love for him... for it has no bound. To my love, May our souls glide on winds of old and wings of love. Your darling love, Kara. 1 Blah| You Blah

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